Wednesday, 24 March 2010

1 day to go

I can't quite believe it, I still feel like it won't happen.

I had a bit of a melt down last night, Paul and I were discussing arrangements for tonight as i'm staying in a hotel in central London. The thought of being there on my own fills me full of dread, I quite like my own company but I will miss him dreadfully, it made me sad thinking about the children waking up for the next 2 days and I won't be there. They know i'm going away, they don't know why, Isobel understands but George has no clue, aslong as Paul panders to his every whim he won't care at all!

I weighed in again today, i've lost another pound taking me down to 17st 8 lbs which is 246lbs. I've found this liquid diet much easier than I thought I would, i've not had any hunger pains at all which i'm suprised about and that little voice in my head is wondering if I could do it alone, I know I can't, its just the fear talking.

Won't be blogging until Friday probably, will take my itouch and see if the hospital has wifi so there might be a little update.
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8 comments:

  1. Justine24 March 2010 at 05:06

    Good luck for tomorrow! You'll be fine. My advice would be to take all the painkillers you can while you are in hospital; I wish I'd taken more immediately after the surgery as it was really quite sore but when the nurses asked me "On a scale of 1 to 10, where is the pain level?", I kept trying to compare it to childbirth which is waaaay above ten and saying "ooo, it's about a 4", I should have said "It's about a 7" which would probably have made things a lot more comfortable a lot sooner!

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  2. Andrew24 March 2010 at 05:06

    good luck...see you on the other side..

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  3. Alison24 March 2010 at 05:59

    Thank you both, i'm going to take all the drugs they offer!!

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  4. Kim24 March 2010 at 06:33

    Good luck! You are going to do great :)

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  5. Sandy24 March 2010 at 08:07

    Good luck and see you on the other side. And take the drugs-they are goooooood!

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  6. Amanda Kiska24 March 2010 at 11:05

    Alison, I think that moms need to go a way from time to time so that our fellas and children realize just how much we do for them. I know your surgery will be fine. See you on the other side!

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  7. Julie24 March 2010 at 15:58

    good luck with everything alison you will see it will all be fine. see you on the other side.

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  8. Debi24 March 2010 at 21:01

    Good luck! I will be thinking of you tomorrow. Let us know how you are doing when you can!

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