Thank you to all followers and all your lovely comments.
According to my scales i'm down 4 pounds, have done 3 days of pre-op diet, I now weigh 247 lbs or 17 st 9lb's
Have just paid the balance for the operation, there is no going back. I'm scared, really scared, not really of the pain, I've had 2 c-sections, 1 under general anesthetic, they must have been much worse and at least this time I won't have an enormous baby to try and nurse ( Isobel was 10.3 lb and 10 days early and George 11.8lb's and 7 days early, It was hard going)
I'm not going to have anyone with me as Paul has to be here because of the children, only him and Sarah know and to be honest i'd only want Paul with me, i'll probably be much braver on my own.
Have just taken George to a playgroup, George is a proper homebody, he's like an old man, he likes his seat on the couch and likes to sit and demand whatever he wants! He spent most of the time there saying come on Mummy, home. I had a friend there who informed me that her son had headlice, she did this when he was sat next to George, i'm not impressed and have been itching constantly since! Imagine, Sorry Alison, we can't operate you have an infestation!!
I'm going to buy some teatree shampoo later and use it on all of us, I just had my hair coloured, will be most impressed if it removes it.
As you can gather from the above, nothing exciting is happening in my life!