Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Tuesday blues

Tuesday is a horrible day so far and its not even 1230 yet!

Isobel was really playing up this morning, I think that I was stressed as George was back at nursery today and I knew that it would be hard to leave him as he wasn't very happy there. In fact yesterday he told me "I don't want to go to school" this is the boy that doesn't say very much at all, how sad that thats his first proper sentence!
It all ended with Isobel and I having an arguement and me shouting at her, I swear she enjoys getting a rise out of me. I feel ashamed of my behaviour now, I don't know why I allow her to wind me up, she's 5!!

My food choices were not that good yesterday, I had a craving for sweet food, I gave in to that, thought that it could be due to my period but i'm not sure if I didn't convince myself that I needed it and the period was my excuse!

The scales shocked me by saying 16st 11 lb's, which is my lowest ever and unlikely, I jumped on again and it went back to the more familiar 16st 13lbs (237 lbs), tried again and same so guess thats what I am.

I have been back to the gym, i've been 4 times I think. I even went this morning, as soon as I walked out of there I had a call from George's nursery saying that he's very upset and could I come and get him so the gym is about all I accomplished this morning!
Hope everyone is having a better day than me!! xx


  1. I'm sorry you are having such a bad day. Things will get better! :-)

  2. Parenting is hard. Some days I think I did ok. Other days I don't even come close. My daughter is also 5, don't feel bad. They are smart. They know what buttons to push. Little buggers!