I have had a big talk with Isobel, she says that she made the killing herself bit up herself as in she knows that sometimes people kill each other. She is feeling a bit victimised, she says that I don't love her as I shout at her a lot, she's right, I do, mainly over the fighting with her brother. I do tell her that I love her at least 10 times a day, she admits that she knows that Paul and I love her.
So, I think that she's ok, she's fairly perky but her cough is horrible, we have more medicine now.
We are going to do something alone on a Saturday, Izzy fancies swimming this week but we might do that the following week due to her cold.
I am going to do my best to do better, I spend so much time on my own with the kids and I'm sure that I could do better, I'm also going to try to stop shouting, I'm far too shouty.
Scale was good today 14st 11lbs, (207 lbs) 1 above my lowest, would really like to get under it, not sure when I'll get to the gym with Isobel being ill but I'm not that worried.
I really like all of my new clothes, the size 18 dress fits ok, its woollen so a bit stretchy, I really could do with some spanks to go with it though, the "roll" under my boobs is awful! The top is ok, the size 16 leggings fit really well. All the clothes I bought were black, a reflection of my mood maybe? I did buy a long silver necklace with silver leafs on it to break it up, its lovely.
I bought a new handbag, a soft black leather satchel style bag which is gorgeous but the adjustable bit seems to be broken, have used it this morning for the first time and it's almost down at my knees! I can't find the receipt either which is a pain, will try and take it back and see how it goes.
Have a happy Tuesday all!